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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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hey remember when pop-ups and banner ads were associated with malware? when youtube didn't have any ads at all? when you could get a cheap netflix subscription that was better than cable TV? digital marketing experts estimate that most americans see 5-10k ads every day. what the hell is going on
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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sonic, amy, and shadow in neon white characters' outfits i drew back in april because i got hyperfixated on neon white('s ost) (again) lol
#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sth fanart#neon white#sonic the hedgehog fanart#amy rose#shadow the hedgehog#and how#drawing amy/violet's shoes did something crazy to my ability to draw shoes for a while. ineed to go study the neon white character art agai#n#this aint an au or anything btw. just thought it would be fun to draw them in the outfits
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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Behold~ Maglor being the drama queen I think he would have been~ (he's famous for being the best elvish singer around. No way he wasn't at least a lil melodramatic).
Side note - I know they didn't technically have a 'sun', but I wanted to draw a sunrise, so eh.
#maglor#silmarillion#HEH#mini comic#rip maglor#or at least rip his harp#there aint no way both of them get out of this unscathed#sure#elves appreciate music#but there's a limit#to appreciation of the arts#when it's not even six in the morning#and yes#some of his brothers are probably early risers#or just 'didn't go to bed yet' -ers#but when you got six siblings#(which i do- which makes this even more fun to draw >:)#theres gonna be some nightowls#and definitely some who do not appreciate#being woken up.#to their brother's early morning music practice#Ye >:D#this is my attempt to draw something#'polished'#i think it worked.#:D#silm art#noldor#sons of feanor#feanorians
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‼️Watch Out‼️
You’re not alone in there…
(zooms 👁🦷 under the cut)
#Fusions can have a little body horror#as a treat#i dont think they look like this all the time#but occasionally out of the corner of your eye#something aint right about those boys#jaesdraws#vegito#vegetto#gogeta#son goku#vegeta#dragon ball#dbz#artists on tumblr
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Making room on my shelf in anticipation of the tarot zine, which means a few final copies of the DA100 Zine are available!
Includes all the art you see here in a 9 x 6 inch paperback + a postcard + a pin based on Zevran's romance. Only have a handful left (literally just seven) so grab 'em while you can. 🫶🏿 ♥
#dragon age#aint no way im tagging all these characters#dunno if there's much interest but I could do a reprint if there's demand for it; the covers feel so soft and smooth#my art#Im doing all this now juuuuust in case DAV does something to me that can never be undone
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IS IT CLOSE ENOUGH TO HALLOWEEN TO POST THIS?
#griddlehark#the locked tomb#tlt shitposting#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#non romantic couple customs btw its just something i know pal would make cam do with him#also can you believe this is the first time ive drawn pal#i just know gideon and harrow were PBS kids they aint watching cartoon network#halloweeen HYPE
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found an old ekurei comic rotting in my files, decided to finish it. upon my rewatch of mp100 i kept noticing how many times dimple was referred to as a pet- but he's not ! ! ! he's a friend :)
#not too happy w the writing but whatevs#sorry matsuo likers if hes ooc i used him as plot device#ekurei#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#dimple mp100#comic#op art#ok continuing my thoughts here bc i dont want a whole essay up there#ik reigen calls him a pet as well but its more joking imo and also#this comic is after s3 when they r sort of friends#in my ekurei timeline tho they aint fusing yet. just pals#maybe have fused a few times but nothin srs yet#for those who dont follow me that will not make any sense lol#but even mob calls him a pet sometimes! or dehumanizes him. like. mob. you are the ghost seer. you should know better#now i could be misremembering that but still#everybody treats him like a mosquito or something which is funny but hes a person#he just looks different :(#long post
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these pages gave me a lot of problems for some reason.
Read on tumblr | tapas | deviantArt SBC Discord (13+) | patreon | commissions
#warriors#warrior cats#warriors oc#warriors comic#oc comic#sbc comic#its always fuckin something aint it
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Thoughts on Maddi
so, apparently hating/not hating maddi is kind of a touchy subject for some people, but i have some thoughts on her too.
we know that maddi is beautiful and a witch. the only other things we know about her is that she so badly harassed diavolo in an attempt to get him to marry her that he actually almost had to give in, and did something to mammon that traumatised him so badly he came home crying, stopped spending money for a while and experienced night terrors. she also pursued and harassed lucifer, who has a chat in which he specifically says he couldn't get rid of her because of her status.
we don't know what exactly she did to mammon, but solmare did clarify that it wasn't sexual assault, and that's all the insight we have.
i totally understand the criticism of misogyny in this fandom — thirteen haters i will find you — but the widespread hatred of maddi does not stem from misogyny. it comes from the fact that the only things we know about her point to the fact she sexually harasses people and did something bad enough to traumatise one of the main love interests in the story, who of course people are going to sympathise with.
in fact, and this may be controversial, i think people trying to defend her stems from sexism more than the hatred of her does. like it or not, there is still a stigma around accepting men can be victims of harassment by women. that inherently stems from the belief that women are incapable, and men as the "superior" gender can't be taken advantage of.
as much as i hate the "imagine if the roles were reversed" argument usually, i will actually use it here just because i think it fits. imagine if lucifer and diavolo were female characters and maddi was male. imagine how the stories about her harassing diavolo into a romantic relationship and outright refusing to leave him alone would be interpreted then.
anyway, maddi is a cool and interesting character to think about, but fuck her.
#obey me#obey me shall we date#omswd#obey me maddi#obey me mammon#obey me lucifer#obey me diavolo#also solmare's clarification that what happened to mammon wasnt SA has never felt genuine to me#i 100% think it may have actually intended to be something like that#but they backpedaled after receiving backlash for making lucifer and satan victim-blaming assholes in that devilgram#but yall aint ready for that conversation
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what’s the most underrated form of intimacy and why is it handfeeding a loved one
#sev.screams#i aint talkin abt spoons n shit either btw#just hands. my fingers to your lips#what my hand holds is also yours. don’t you know i love you#something something food is a love language something something
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Thinking about corrupted blaze.....
#this aint how itll go but like im just having fun#girl is NAKEYYYY its ok espio tells her to cover up#also do you remember how SLS's Scootaloo cried blood because she was fire or something. same thing for post corruption Blaze#post corruption blaze cries blood#miscellaneous au#my au#my art#art#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#espio the chameleon#silver the hedgehog#blaze the cat
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XG ✱ SOMETHING AINT RIGHT
#xg#xgnetwork#dailyjidols#nugudomedit#ggnet#idolady#femaleidol#femaleidolsedit#femadolsedit#xgalx#xg something aint right#harvey#chisa#jurin#cocona#juria#hinata#maya#xtraordinary girls#xg jurin#xg hinata#xg cocona#xg chisa#xg juria#xg maya#xg harvey#*edits#the ailen aesthetic is back!!#hope it’s a fun bop like tgif
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